You want to use the toilet. You're faced with two doors. Which will you choose?

An off-shoot project for the short play 'N.B^' by NMS Martin

Content warnings for transphobia, homophobia, violence and references to rape.

Comments and suggestions are welcome. Feel free to tweet @ us!


Edit 10.03.2017

  • Playing on mobile devices is currently a bit buggy. More updates to follow once figure out how to fix this. Many thanks!

Credits:

  • Software used: Tyranobuilder, Logic Pro X, Photoshop CS6
  • Some sound effects are from freesound.org
Published Mar 09, 2017
StatusReleased
PlatformsHTML5
Rating
(29)
AuthorJDWasabi
GenreSimulation
Made withTyranoBuilder
TagsLGBT, non-binary, sound-novel, Transgender
Average sessionA few minutes
InputsKeyboard, Mouse
LinksTwitter, Twitter

Comments

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As a trans man, bathroom anxiety is a very known feeling to me and to see some of the comments about how this game was 'useless because gender is binary' or the especially disturbing one about how someone wanted a rape scene is very painful because it just reminda me of how some people think that way still. I think this game is incredibly important and knowing that it exsists makes me very happy! You did a wonderful jub on this project!

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here's a fun fact: gender is binary.


:)

Nope. It's a spectrum. Science agrees.

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Umm where the hell is the rape scene, I came here to fap not hear some whiny bullshit

if you are gonna include rape as a trigger warning. THEN INCLUDE RAPE BECAUSE NOW MY VAGINA WAS WET AS FUCK! But now its dry as a dessert I was honestly about to fap when the dude grabs that things neck but noooo. 3/10 You fucking suck you mentally ill tranny in a dress.

P.S. Fucking use a escape bag you faggot.

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Thank you very much for that fantastic little game. I think it's always important to raise awareness for such issues. The focus on a specific aspect - the possible treatment of trans people in public bathrooms - was great for that, because it doesn't overgeneralize it in my opinion. Happily I included your game in one of our compilation articles about the entries for the ResistJam as well as in the related showcase video. :) Keep it up!

Best wishes,
Sebastian

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Thanks for the kind comment and taking the time to check out our work, Sebastian !

Hope you have a good one too :)

You're very welcome! Always glad to see that people appreciate our recommendations. :) Hugs to you!

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I can understand the paranoia aspect, like worring about sitting down to pee even though men do it too, but having the man in the male bathroom be some monster is feeding that paranoia. Also, the one if four statistic isn't true. It did have an intresting visual aspect.

Hi Edited,

This is Nemo, the writer. If you read the epilogue, you'll find where I've written how This Strange, Binary World hinges on the possibility of worst case scenarios in the everyday experiences of a non-binary person, and what anxiety it induces. It is about feeding paranoia, because it's made out of anger for being told I can & should only make products that have violent outcomes for my characters. So I did it, so I can point to this and say: "look. here's my horror story, it demonises everyone involved. now let me write happy endings." 

Turns out you're right, it's actually: Nearly 1 in 5 women (18.3%) and 1 in 71 men (1.4%) have been raped in their lifetime (by any perpetrator). http://www.annalsofepidemiology.org/article/S1047-2797(12)00024-5/abstract

But as a piece of fiction, I went by common lexicon and understanding. 1-in-4. 

Anyway, thank you for playing.

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Sorry I missed the epilogue explaining that. What I meant by the statistic being wrong was the fact that the "1-in-5" statistic comes from a flawed study and even in that study 1-in-5 wasn't just rape, it could also be things such as forced kissing or unwanted groping of sexual body parts. I'm not sure what the real statistic is, but I've heard the one for men and women is actually really close.

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The character in this game is non-binary, not transgender, though some non-binary people use trans as an umbrella term, not all trans people are non binary. And as a binary trans guy, we're note the same. and male is my identity.

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Hi Elliot, this is Nemo, the writer. I identify as non-binary and as transgender. I wrote this game with my personal experiences in mind as a non-binary trans person. This is not to say that any other experience is invalid, only that I had never played a game with this specific perspective as the focus. 


Thanks for playing, N

Not all trans people are binary. Not all non-binary people are trans. The character in the game can be both transgender and non-binary, as they don't identify with the gender they were assigned at birth.

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wow, this was great. The men's bathroom gave me a lot of anxiety, I was so afraid that guy would kill me. I personally have no experience with this, but it's important to know other people feel in these types of situation. That even something as simple as going to the bathroom can feel so sucky. So thank you so much for making this game! 

Hi LolaW,

Sorry to hear that you had a lot of anxiety, I hope you're feeling better now?  Thank YOU for taking the time to push through and play our work, and letting us know of your experience! It makes us super happy to know that we've created something that people could understand NB people little better. Thank you again :)

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Wow. I entered the men's restroom first because I feel like I'd feel more comfortable with it and immediately felt so bad when the text saying "this is not your identity" came up. Of course I expected anything in the women's bathroom but the same and you really captured the dysphoric feeling a non-binary person gets (I'm a non-binary teenager). I'm really glad this exists, even though it made me feel really bad while playing (like seriously, I have clammy hands rn but that is the purpose I guess). I think I'll show this to my best freind to help her understand my everyday life fears better, so.. thanks for that, seriously.

Hi Charly, 

Thanks so much for the kind comment, it's comments like yours which really makes me want to continue working with Nemo in making more NB related stories :). I hope that you feel better and that your friend now understands your experiences a little bit better. I've passed on your message to Nemo so hopefully they'll reply soon!

Thanks again <3

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THIS WAS SO GOOD I APPLAUD YOU

Hey friend! Sorry for the late reply. Thank you for the comment, it means a lot :) 

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As a non-binary teenager it brings me and odd sense of joy for a game like this to be out there. It's not overly positive but that's the point and I'm appreciative of that. It's a topic rarely, if ever, discussed and it's something that quite a few individuals go through in their day to day lives. So thank you for making this game.

Hey kid. Thanks so much for taking the time to leave such an amazing review. Sometimes creating feels like shouting into the void... and sometimes you realise that the void is actually populated with people trying to shout back too. So thank you, for helping me realise we're not alone out here. <3

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Every time I experience this, I come back to this game. I feel dysphoric in the women's room, but terrified in the men's room, all the while not fitting into either. We need more nonbinary representation, so thank you so much for this, sincerely. I'm home at the moment and being constantly misgendered, so I came back here to remember I'm not the only one.

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Hi there, thank you so much for the comment!

I'll be sure to pass on your words to Nemo who is the main visionary behind this game :).  I hope to continue working with Nemo and create more nonbinary focused games with them so if there is anything you'd like to particularly see (or not), you're very welcome to get in touch with us too. <3

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So im trans, ftm and decided to give this a shot. slightly disappointed when entering the mens restroom when told "this is not your identity" I can't continue playing it knowing I would have to go into the women's restroom. I have really bad dysphoria when it comes to that

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Hi, I'm really sorry you felt this way. This game was designed with a non-binary experience in mind. If you enter the female toilets, the same "this is not your identity" message shows up because I feel equally dysphoric in both gendered toilets, and do I wanted to show what that anxiety feels like.  I intended to educate not only cis but binary trans people on why non-gendered toilets are necessary for people like me. 

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avoir peur ou être violenté

c'est tellement binaire!...

mais j’adhère a la demarche

bon courage si vous faites d'autre jeux

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As a Trans NonBinary 19 year old, I found this to be....painfully accurate. You hit it right on the nail my friends....To be honest it was frightening playing this. None the less, I Thank-you for making a game that simulates this. I know it will help a few others to better understand eachother.

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thank you so much for the comment. Honestly I've been most worried about how other NB people would feel playing the game and, as ever, know that it can be at once terrifying, as well as affirming to realise that your own experiences aren't just your own, but that you belong to a community who suffer through the same things you do. Thank you for playing, and for taking the time to comment. I hope this game finds its way to people who will be better able to understand you, and can help you through the more difficult times. -N

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I like the diversity of endings. I think I got all of them, despite I didn't found a "good ending", just some "not entirely bad" ones. I guess this is the message. Good game.

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hey! thanks for playing all of the routes - and yeah, the sad truth is that with our current binary system there are no good ends. Glad to hear you liked it.

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Interesting little game about an important topic, thank you! :)

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Hi Kenneth Plasa,

Thank you so much for taking the time to check out our work and the kind comment, friend! :)